"I love you no matter what, I just want you to be happy and always be who you are. She wrapped her arms around me and said don't try to be what your not, because I love you no matter what" "I love you no matter what, I just want you to be happy and … Continue reading jigsaw piece

Hosea 2:14 " Therefore I am going to allure her; I will lead her into the wilderness and speak tenderly to her" Mourning- the process of facing the reality of expectations. Sometimes mourning isn't about a physical death of someone. Sometimes its about the loss of what never was. I had to mourn the physical … Continue reading mourning.

What ifs. If only.  I do think this way far too often. I can get caught up in these two ideas. I can carry them in my heart, and when I allow them to take root inside of me they begin to shape my heart. And while they are shaping my heart I begin down … Continue reading What ifs. If only’s.

"I, even I am he who blots out your transgressions, for my own sake and remembers your sins no more." Isaiah 43:25 "You, however are not in the realm of the flesh, but in the realm of the Spirit, if indeed the the Spirit of God lives in you. And anyone who does not have … Continue reading blot

Dear me, I wonder did you ever think this is where you would end up at this time in your life. Always, looking back in the rear view mirror, seeing how much closer your past keeps gaining on you. Or maybe this time your looking back to see how far away it is from you. … Continue reading Dear me,

Jeremiah 31:3 " I have loved you with an everlasting LOVE.  I have drawn you with unfailing kindness" ~NIV "Israel out looking for a place of rest, met God out looking for them! God told them I've never quit LOVING you and never will. Expect LOVE, LOVE and more LOVE" ~The Message  (insert your name), out … Continue reading love…love…

What's in a number? I was born on the 13th. So in turn, I took 13 as my number. Many find it an unlucky number, but I find it helps to define my personality. It defines that I am competitive, driven, never satisfied,  and that I may have the occasional outburst of directness. These character … Continue reading 13=31

My jar In this jar is everything about me. The things that I hold onto, the things that define me, the things that hold me back, and the things that I can't let go of. I have these things, these messages in a mason jar full of me. Some of the things listed are my … Continue reading The jar

The well: it's the place you sit on the steps of your soul, in the deep place that nobody goes. It's the place you sit and talk to God on your knees before Him. You kneel before God, laying down everything you have and allow God to fill every part of you. Moses had a … Continue reading The well

God... are you there? Do you ever ask yourself that same question? Maybe you don't because your so wrapped up in the fast paced world in which each of us lives. And yet, we do ask God where he is, but then we only give Him 5 seconds to respond. When all we hear is … Continue reading Going to the well